Enough

After a while, you really have to evict disbelief, despair, endless sorrow, anxiety and depression from your life. You really have to avoid all negativity at all cost. It is a must.

The weird thing about this life, you never know what to expect and just when you think you have it all figured out, here comes a curve ball that knocks you to the floor and leaves you having to start from scratch.

Scary eh? Downright frustrating and debilitating.

Most people would just stay down for the count.

But you know what is the other scary thing about life? No one knows how long they're here for.

So, what if you spent years of your life wasting away when you could trying something new? What if a new start, a new beginning was just around the corner and you missed out on it?

Despair has a way of attracting other friends along - addictions, psychosis and a number of mental and emotional conditions that could manifest themselves as physical illness.

And wouldn't you rather spend one moment free from all that? One moment hoping in something new and working towards that new 'thing' slowly but surely. Would that be more fun than spending another wasted moment in sadness.

It's not easy, but eventually you have to say.

Enough.

That and I am enough and I owe it to myself.