The mind that races

Sometimes my mind races way ahead of me. When that happens I usually start to panic about all that I have to do, about all the decisions to make. It usually ends up with me feeling completely overwhelmed.

I try to stop it sometimes but it's like a roller coaster, once it starts going downhill there's no end until it's all over.

My mind has been racing since this year started, about my career and my life. Some days are better than others, some days I am frazzled with confusion.

So many decisions and no real clear answer.

But I've had a chance to regroup and rethink a bit.

Change is in the air, I can feel it. I have a few projects that I'm starting to get off the ground that will hopefully bear fruit later this year.

I have a few key decisions to make, the kind of decisions that require a leap of faith. It won't be easy, but deep down, I know it's the right one to make.

Whenever my mind races now, I try to talk my way through it, reassuring myself that it's all going to be okay, I just haven't reached to the finish line yet so I can't truly tell what it's going to be like when I get there.

What a race indeed.