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Tuesday, March 13, 2012

Music Listening #14

Listening to a lotta jazz these days

Al Di Meola
Alan Holdsworth
Bill Frisell
Carlos Santana & John Mclaughlin
David Gilmore (the jazz guy, not Pink Floyd)
Garaj Mahal
Jaco Pastorius
Jimmy Smith
John Frusciante
Mahavishnu Orchestra
Marc Johnson
Miracle Orchestra
Pat Metheny
Shakti
Wes Montgomery

Being kinder to ourselves

Tuesdays are one of my busiest teaching days. Four classes one after another. In my last class, I have four kids, all at various levels of competency.  I have to take a different approach with each child. Thankfully they all get along just fine.

In the middle of teaching today, I noticed one of the kids getting a bit frustrated over not getting a particular part of an exercise. I said 'Not to worry, these things take time, just keep at it, don't put any time frames in your mind and keep at it.'

After I said that, I wondered just how many times I've set deadlines for myself and when it (whatever 'it' was) didn't happen at that time, I became so mad at me for not accomplishing what I had set out to do.

For example - I normally give myself deadlines for mastering certain techniques on the guitar, when I don't think I'm progressing fast enough, I get so despondent, and stop trying as hard, I lose focus. But I noticed something recently. It's this -  Things don't happen in 'our' time, but they do 'happen'. Eventually, if we keep at it.

Sometimes things happens without us dwelling on it, but at the same time, we should make a conscious/subconscious effort towards the goal. And it could anything. Sometimes we put so much energy into getting something, making something work, that we forget that to a great extent, we don't have control over the outcome. We can only prepare to give our best shot and hope things turn out alright.

With respect to music, I've been practicing more regularly now and certain techniques that took my years to get, I'm now getting the hang of them. Granted it took me a year to get there, and not without the help of a couple of guitar teachers/mentors, but I am getting there. Life has a way of 'fitting' all the pieces of the puzzle around the same time when we didn't think it was possible.

I was so disappointed when certain opportunities didn't materialize last year, but everything is not lost. Those chances may happen this year. I guess the key is to keep on trying, no matter how dismal things may seem at times. Because situations can change, for better for worse. And it doesn't cost anything to think positive.

And of course it helps to have a positive, open mind and a kinder, more patient heart towards oneself.

Wednesday, February 8, 2012

On my ipod #13

So I have one of those original iPOD Nanos....holds just 2 gig, but I make all these various playlists so I totally dig it....

These days I'm in a reggae/world beat mood, so here's what's on.....

Asian Dub Foundation
Burning Spear
Black Uhuru
Buzzrock
Dezarie
I Jahman Levi
Midnite - Natural Vibes Collaboration
Oliver Mtukudzi
Ali Farka Toure
Toubab Krewe
Sangeeta Shankar
Ustad Shahid Parvez
V. Srinivas
Vishwa Mohan Bhatt

More music again on bandcamp

So I put up another instrumental album again on bandcamp.com.

Check it out when you can. It's mainly music that could be the basis of a soundtrack for film/TV

http://cescoemmanuel.bandcamp.com/album/a-different-view

Look out for another release next month.

Cheers

Cesco

Health is your wealth

Talk about a shock, one of my dad's brothers got a stroke a few weeks ago.

Here was a man, who was slim and trim, walked/ran whenever he could. His diet though, left a lot to be desired, he ate mainly the same thing for dinner almost every night and maybe that was his downfall.

That and maybe his attitude towards certain things in life. He always had a heated opinion on some topic.

I don't know, it's hard to say, and I'm not passing judgement on him, but the fact is my dad's younger brother - 74 years of age got a major blood clot stroke a few weeks ago and to date he hasn't regained his speech.

Who would've thought? He doesn't look his age, and by all accounts he was fit as a fiddle.

The family has been thrown into a bit of a confusion state, which I guess is 'normal' whenever there's a family illness/crisis.

All I can think is your health is really your wealth. And you never really know how long we have here, so make the moments count.

Lord, please heal uncle Max that he recovers soon.

Amen.

Sunday, January 15, 2012

Where music has taken me during this past year

I've done a few interesting gigs this last year that I never quite thought possible.

In August 2011, I played classical/flamenco guitar at a fund-raiser for a tenor to get his tuition for university. Because of that performance, I did a solo show at Fiesta Plaza (Port-of-Spain). 

Now, I haven't done a solo gig in years and it sure was fun and interesting.

Later in summer I did a solo classical performance through the Classical Guitar Society here. I heard it's constantly played on a local TV network. That was a different headspace as well.

I was hired later on in the year to back-up another tenor at a fundraiser for Habitat for Humanity, but because of space constraints the band did not play the show.

I did a classical guitar duo with my musical comrade John Hussain as part of a Christmas fundraiser for St. Dominics Home for Kids. Our repertoire was mainly traditional Christmas Carols and a medley of our local Parang music. It was great trading solos and charting out our individual parts.

And last night of all things, I played a gig where I backed up Calypsonian 'Black Stalin', and Soca Artiste 'Ronnie McIntosh'. This is something I never thought I would do. For one, I'm not a fan of Soca music at all! And two, I'm not part of that industry. But thanks to a 'subbing' opportunity (Thanks Johnny!), I was able to experience what it was like to be a part of this world, even if just for a brief moment.

Now, I'm not accustomed to all of this. I'm just used to my 'lil rock band format in pubs/clubs, with heavy guitars et al, although I have dabbled with other music genres (all the years I spent travelling with Kobo Town playing our version of ole-time calypso/reggae across the world).

So playing classical/flamenco and then calypso and Soca was a DEFINITE change in scenery. And I must say, it's not what I thought at all.

Each music genre had it's own methodology and each one came with a set of 'informal' rules. Some I liked, others, well......but I had to learn the rules and play along, each one had an adjustment period, it was weird at first and I wasn't sure that I made the right decision in any of the situations. But it was a learning experience and it taught me some valuable tools about music theory/sight reading and being a part of a unit other than a simple three-piece rock band.

The classical world was completely full of stress, not what I thought at all. But in the end, everything worked out. Getting there was another story.

What I liked about the kaiso world was there were no divas or egos on stage last night during our set. The singers were in charge and we followed suit, but we clicked and the moment was beautiful. The crowd dug it and that's all that mattered at that point. We had done our job.

Now, if I could just get a decent heavy /experimental band together like that, my life would be perfect. Maybe there's just too many rock star egos in the metal world, and maybe the stakes are too high in the classical field to give that absolute stellar performance. Maybe in the kaiso world, maybe the singer is not really a diva but a story teller, and maybe the story unfolds on stage with the crowd. 

Maybe I'm just giving a one-sided version to my one time experience in these polar opposite musical genres. But one thing for sure, it was an eye opener.

Still, I like my rock world. 

Old habits die hard.


Monday, January 2, 2012

What I be listening to #12

I was digging up these guys the other day

Charlie Christian (one of the first guitarists to start soloing)
Pat Metheny
Pat Metheny/Dave Holland
Marc Johnson
Bruce Ditmas/Jaco Pastorius
Alien Ant Farm
Family Stand
Blood, Sweat and Tears
Peter Gabriel
Poets of the Fall
Phoenix
Rooftops
Scale the Summit
Second Smile
Zefs Chasing Cara